DEAD COME ALIVE!
Sunday, December 6, 2009
I've been a host for two times today.
Voice isn't that loud.
Yet i've tried my best.
& that's good.
I've been like a rubbish bin these days.
Keep on eating.
Junk Food & stuffs.
My stomach is killing me as i am really hungry.
Seriously, i am.
EARLY YESTERDAY:
I ate Snow Flakes, Rootbeer-battered Fish and chip, donuts, chocolates, garlic bread.
But now, darm! I am still very HUNGRY.
I feel like eating mac Spicy.
Now is 0213HOURS.
so Dream on eating and what i should do now is sleep.
Tomorrow I will be working at BK from 5pm-11pm.
& today 10am-10pm at 18chefs.
Killing me.
The reason why i'm still holding on to my old job is because there are too much memories that i'm not willing to let go of.
I remember the first day i went in.
My brother & her ex-girlfren.
How my brother teases his friends at work.
it's quite fun.
you can hear laughter everywhere.
From a very shy, quiet person, i became someone who is the opposite.
I changed alot when i start to work in bk.
I started conversation eventhough i'm shy.
I really regret working in my current place last time.
I used to blame myself for working there and losing the one i love.
I kept thinking about the reasons.
& i couldn't find the answer.
So i thought the main reason is because i've had a new job & neglected him.
I was wrong.
I shouldn't think that way.
That is his choice.
Now that i've chose this life, i should move on.
Don't brag anymore.
Now i no longer regret working.
Because all this is what i've chosen in the first place.
Not interested in finding boyfriend at the moment.
Sorry.
Gates are closed.
Maybe we're not good enough for each other.
so stop day dreaming and get alive!
''I SHOULD STOP MOURNING FOR THE DEAD TO COME ALIVE.''
Labels: iesha, yours sincerely
