practical 2
Sunday, January 31, 2010
I went for prac 2 earlier today.
and i fell off.
hurt my legs and hands.
cuts n bruises.
gosh , i fell again.
didn't expect that. =(
next prac is on monday 5.55pm.
the slope and the plank is my weakness. but nevermind. we'll try again.
=)
no harm trying.
most of the instructors know me already.
because i fall the most during practical.
hahaha.
malu sey(shy)
wad to do.
i can fly thats y i fall down instead.
Labels: iesha, yours sincerely
practical lessons
Friday, January 29, 2010
Tomorrow i'm going to prac2.
Everytym i reach SSDC, i will panic.
scared. etc.
i never thought of taking bike license before.
i used to critisize ppl taking bike as their permanent transport.
and now, can u imagine me?
oh my gosh!
i have been having sore throat, headace, running nose since yesterday.
it's driving me crazy now.
hahaha.
i got 3 days mc.
i hope i will get well by tomorrow to go to my 3.20pm prac.
hmm...
if not i cry sey.
sob2 ='(
haha. if the instructor were to have me as their student, comfirm they will have a big headache sey.
hahaah.
i can't forget the last prac that i go.
it was darm funny sia.
Labels: iesha, yours sincerely
u sucks all tym
You want to work?
Oh my.
Please don't.
unless you're shameless of wad you've done towards me.
Seriously.
I didn't get any sincere appology from you.
And i've yet to forgive what you've done.
You destroy my life.
You make me feel miserable.
YOU LEFT ME AND PRETEND NOTHING EVER HAPPENED.
Are you an animal or a human being.
I hate you to the core and won't want to see your face ever again.
you shud always feel the guilt and shud also self reflect.
i wud never want to acknowledge you as even an ex-boyfriend/friend/colleague.
W/out any sincere appologies from you.
Labels: shameless
that is so my life
Thursday, January 28, 2010
I passed my Trial Test.
45/50.
COOL.
my Riding Theory will be on the 4th march.
still have a long wait.
I pass my practical one on last tuesday.
the final part we have to do for practical one is to turn here and there until i'm dizzy.
hahahahah.
the instructor was linien enuf to pass me.
so yeah.
i passed.
will be taking practical 2 this saturday.
won't be coming to work that particular day. =)
finally, i've finished my documentary.
i hope it will be a nice one. =)
just now in school.
boring as usual.
and one of my clasmate actually step on my wire.
i told her to watch wad she say.
because i think she've gone too far.
but i don't mind.
at least she said sorry.
i'm not as serious and boring to be with.
but it depends on my surrounding.
i don't know lah.
faster finish this course.
=( sob2.
Labels: iesha, yours sincerely
dead come alive!
Monday, January 25, 2010
The fact that i'm still sad whenever i hear about you.
i hope you can imagine how hurt it feels.
when you're happy with someone else,
i'm suffering whenever i hear about you.
Emilia.
why her?
i thought it wud be someone else.
i'm wrong.
the guy doing washing in bk told me he saw you with a girl.
YOUR GERLFRIEND.
almost everyday.
wow.
I heard that.
& why am i crying now?
why i keep on praying for you but not for myself.
why did i ever fall in love with you?
why i met you in the first place.
i can't deny that i'm falling deep for you.
i feel like you made use of me since we ferst stead until now.
you just don't know how much i love you.
i'll go insane if i keep thinking about u all day.
did u ever think about me?
not even once i guess.
why i am still waiting and mourning over the dead.
my bike practical.
i've moved to gear 3-4.
i'm glad!
now learning signals and signs.
i'm still shivering.
can i do it?
hahahhah.
tuesday will have ANOTHER practical.
COOL!
i want to finish my prac 1 by this month.
Labels: the dead
Dare not think
Friday, January 22, 2010
AGAIN!.
Everyone was asking me about NurHafiyan.
How am i supposed to noe.
Maybe he become a billionaire already.
That's why he gave up this job.
One of them, came to me and say "we can see u're happy on the outside and crying inside"
Hmm.
I suddenly kept quiet.
He just say be patient.
I was like, hmmm, now i am uncertain about my feelings.
which i dare not say out.
Love is love.
Hate is NO.
Miss will miss.
Find No way.
Angry is unexplainable.
Confuse is there.
Think will think.
DARe not think about him right now.
i shud focus on my practical, my school and work.
nothing else matters.
If he LOVES, he comes.
Labels: iesha, yours sincerely
Sch, Werk, Practical.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Today i went to sch.
Actually no need.
Because i have mc for today.
My leg is killing me.
the whole night i can't sleep.
hurts alot.
my next prac is sat 8.15am.
currently stress bacause i'm weak at shifting gears.
and my movements are slow during practical.
Sch, i'm stressed because my documentary have to be completed before tuesday.
With my hectic schedule, i can't possibly finish it.
The resource, summary and stuff.
Loadsa things to do.
Maybe one of the days, i won't come to work.
I have to finish sch werk first. =(
In order to get good grades! =)
Labels: iesha, yours sincerely
Bike practical tdy
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Today is my practical 1, 1.2.
Stressed.
Later fall again sey. =(
Cramp here and there.
I got blue black everywhere.
Wanna sleep also very difficult.
The bike heavy sey=(
Cannot carry. =(
so yeah.
Today must not fall!
Labels: iesha, yours sincerely
Interview for documentary DONE!
Sunday, January 17, 2010
I've done my interview.
Only left with Summary and Survey.
I have to rush and do.
Deadline is on the 26th january 2010.
I hope there will be no problem.
& i want high marks for it.
=)
Labels: yeay
cramps
my whole body hurts alot.
I can't move alot but i force myself.
Tomorrow i won't be attending classes.
I can't move.
Let's go and see the doctor tomorrow.
MC!
Labels: iesha, yours sincerely
Practical 1, lesson 1.1
Saturday, January 16, 2010
My practical.
Actually it disappoints me alot.
I have never touched a bike.
Except for being a pillion.
Other then that, NO!
I find it difficult.
N i fell down alot of times.
I didn't give up.
I must endure.
I fell for more than 10 times.
Not a normal fall.
My mistake was to release the clutch when i'm not supposed to.
I flew off the bike.
Like i said, not a normal fall.
That was ten times and it really hurts alot.
To give up?
NO!
One of the guys came and told me, "you're very courageous. If i were you, falling off from the bike alot of times, i wud have given up."
Sorry sir, but not me.
Last time i made a mistake by giving up on alot of things.
Now i won't.
I kept trying.
And syukur-alhamdullillah.
I improve abit.
But still i cud not balance.
The bike is so darm heavy for me.
I had cramps here and there.
My next practice is tuesday 5.55pm.
I hope i can do it.
Insya-allah.
Amin.
Wish me all the best right?
Labels: iesha, yours sincerely
my eyes lied
Thursday, January 14, 2010
0800-1300.
I thought school is going to be darm boring today.
Not what i expected it to be.
During break just now, me and maryam went to the canteen to grab some FOOD!
Then, there's this guy suddenly came and sat beside me.
Asking for my number.
I'm stunned.
And sadly, i GAVE!
Stupid aisha!
In the morning, i saw this guy named Esfan.
Haha.
Early in the morning sey.
& i thot he is arrogant.
In the late Morning's, he suddenly talked.
And i paisey sey.=(
I thot his arrogant.
But i guess, i can't judge a book by it's cover.
So that's my mistake.
I'm sorry=)
My documentary, Teacher say it's interesting.
I will definately work hard on it.
Labels: iesha, yours sincerely
documentary to do
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
I have [tons] of hw to do.
Haha.
That was so _________.
Alamak. I don't know how to spell the word sey. =(
Tomorrow class ends at 1pm.
I have one week off for work.
I want my airport pass!
I'd better finish my documentary now.
Planning to do.
Till then.
Labels: iesha, yours sincerely
Promise!
Monday, January 11, 2010
Yesterday was a busy day for me.
Woah!
Hahas.
Working with last time colleague.
He told me everything about that big fat liar.
Its beyond expected.
And the gerl love him is like stupid.
I've got into a school!
Audio video production in ITE AMK.
Tomorrow is my first day.
So wish me LUCK aites!
I'll prioritise my school first and then werk.
I wanna get good grades!
I've learned my lesson and therefore have to do it right this time.
I hope i will not FALL again.
=)
I promised my C.A that i won't repeat my negative attitude ever again.
I hope i can keep to that promise made.
Because you know, Human beings don't usually keep promises.
Because they tend to forget the promises MADE before.
So you have to keep reminding them in order for them not to break the promise.=)
Labels: iesha, yours sincerely
Life is Indeed
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Your story reminds me of mine.
How am i to erase all this things.
Because its happening around me.
& that is seriously sad.
Let's have everything erased.
Let the world control our life.
Because we have nothing to decide.
It has all been decided.
That's a very sad thing.
Labels: Your beautiful LIE
First morning in 2010
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Tomorrow will be a very busy day for me.
NOT WORKING.
But have interviews and pri sch outing with my bestie.
0745- Meet bestfren at YISHUN INTERCHANGE.
0800- board the bus 39
0900- Must reach tampines ite and take the test & go for interview.
0945- Meet the section head of visual effects.
1100- Already out of tampines.
1200- Go walk2 until i drop. =)
Visual effects and digital media design is quite similar.
Not much difference.
Trying to appeal for office but failed.
So i will still keep on appealing and at the same time study hard in the sch course offered for me.
This year i am 19.
Old already sey.
sobsob=(
Labels: iesha, yours sincerely
ooppss
Monday, January 4, 2010
I've heard alot of things.
All about you.
I know almost everything.
& that makes me less hurt.
Now, what hurts the most is my stomach.
I have to go to the toilet.
BUHBYE! =D
Labels: iesha, yours sincerely
happy new year
Friday, January 1, 2010
Year 2010.
A new year for us to start a FRESH.
I've gone through complicated relationships, Heart-break, Short term happiness,
you can say bitter sweet of life.
That makes me realised a lot of things.
So many mistakes i've made this year.
Thinking about it, I want to further improve myself if possible.
There are some mistakes which i don't intend to do on purpose.
2009, i learn alot of things.
I learn how to love a person and treasure him.
I learn supervising.
I've hurt two people which loves me.
I don't know how much they love me.
But i really am sorry.
I didn't mean to.
It's just the matter of heart.
I can't get over him.
Thats the problem that i've had from the very beginning.
my 2009 gift i would never forget.
Getting to be with him for just less than 2 days.
Getting to know the truth is not much hurtful to me.
Because even before he told me that, i knew everything.
But my mistake was NEVER tell him what i knew in the first place.
He told me that they were just friends.
But i don't think so.
I knew everything.
NO point hiding.
You never appreciate.
I never gave up.
After thinking for so long, i think i'm just plain stupid.
To have loved you in the first place.
HOw can i possibly forget about you.
You just forget me with just a Snap of fingers.
That's like WOW!!
What goes around comes around nurhafiyan.
I've got my retribution.
You will soon get yours too.
Whatever you've done to me.
LIED and stuff, i don't mind.
i try to take it easy.
Even when i'm angry.
I wouldn't show.
Your girlfriend:
will she ever take care of you like i did?
will she ever bring homecooked food and wanting to feed you.
Wipe your sweat.
Cry with you.
Wait for you everyday for your sms/call.
Go out even when you've no money.
[i mean go tru life together when you have/don't have money]
Accompany you play game the whole day.
Always with you when you needed her.
Does she know much about you?
can she understand you?
[maybe some of it she does. But you can differenciate which is better right.]
Not just because she meets you needs then you chose her. am i right?
No matter how cruel/ugly you are, you're still my boyfriend.
You can't even see the difference, which is better.
You're blinded by the truth.
You're not a bad person but you just don't know how to use the brains properly.
Which i think it's not stable now.
You're just confused.
Or maybe you are too enjoying her.
You will have a HUGE lost soon.
If she is over some laptop, do you think she really loves you?
Are you matured enuf to think.
I really pity you because the girls that you chose are just after your money, not you.
This new year .
my resolution....
be more patient.
Not to trust guys that much because they are just plain sweet talker. no matter how ugly or handsome they are, sadly, they are all the same.
I use to think that fat guys won't basterd, i guess i'm totally wrong.
pray to him 5 times a day. =)
[learning]
get my motor license by 26 july 2010.
get in a school and study as hard as possible
Labels: Your beautiful LIE
