happy new year
Friday, January 1, 2010
Year 2010.
A new year for us to start a FRESH.
I've gone through complicated relationships, Heart-break, Short term happiness,
you can say bitter sweet of life.
That makes me realised a lot of things.
So many mistakes i've made this year.
Thinking about it, I want to further improve myself if possible.
There are some mistakes which i don't intend to do on purpose.
2009, i learn alot of things.
I learn how to love a person and treasure him.
I learn supervising.
I've hurt two people which loves me.
I don't know how much they love me.
But i really am sorry.
I didn't mean to.
It's just the matter of heart.
I can't get over him.
Thats the problem that i've had from the very beginning.
my 2009 gift i would never forget.
Getting to be with him for just less than 2 days.
Getting to know the truth is not much hurtful to me.
Because even before he told me that, i knew everything.
But my mistake was NEVER tell him what i knew in the first place.
He told me that they were just friends.
But i don't think so.
I knew everything.
NO point hiding.
You never appreciate.
I never gave up.
After thinking for so long, i think i'm just plain stupid.
To have loved you in the first place.
HOw can i possibly forget about you.
You just forget me with just a Snap of fingers.
That's like WOW!!
What goes around comes around nurhafiyan.
I've got my retribution.
You will soon get yours too.
Whatever you've done to me.
LIED and stuff, i don't mind.
i try to take it easy.
Even when i'm angry.
I wouldn't show.
Your girlfriend:
will she ever take care of you like i did?
will she ever bring homecooked food and wanting to feed you.
Wipe your sweat.
Cry with you.
Wait for you everyday for your sms/call.
Go out even when you've no money.
[i mean go tru life together when you have/don't have money]
Accompany you play game the whole day.
Always with you when you needed her.
Does she know much about you?
can she understand you?
[maybe some of it she does. But you can differenciate which is better right.]
Not just because she meets you needs then you chose her. am i right?
No matter how cruel/ugly you are, you're still my boyfriend.
You can't even see the difference, which is better.
You're blinded by the truth.
You're not a bad person but you just don't know how to use the brains properly.
Which i think it's not stable now.
You're just confused.
Or maybe you are too enjoying her.
You will have a HUGE lost soon.
If she is over some laptop, do you think she really loves you?
Are you matured enuf to think.
I really pity you because the girls that you chose are just after your money, not you.
This new year .
my resolution....
be more patient.
Not to trust guys that much because they are just plain sweet talker. no matter how ugly or handsome they are, sadly, they are all the same.
I use to think that fat guys won't basterd, i guess i'm totally wrong.
pray to him 5 times a day. =)
[learning]
get my motor license by 26 july 2010.
get in a school and study as hard as possible
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