lol to you
Friday, February 19, 2010
whatever you wanna say lah.
haha.
as if u never give ur no to ppl.
they come to me not i cum to them loh.
if ur life is so beautiful, then good luck gerls.
Labels: LOL
unknown
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
we talked yesterday.
he said sorry for wadever he has done.
so yeah.
i told him dun need to brag animore.
i prevent myself from looking at him as much as possible.
& i manage to.
=)
people don't really know what i am feeling at the moment of time.
coz i will never show.
haha.
open your eyes a little bit more.
and yeah.
some unknowns here.
whom dun have a name.
so yeah.
whatever you wanna say gerl.
whats done are done.
so dun have to brag wokay=)
no point vending ur anger at me.
LOL.
so yeah.
save your last words and throw it at someone else.
coz i dun even know who u are.
if u dun like me,
dun go to my blog or fb lah.
for what sey?
u dun like the person and you wanna waste time talking shhhiiiit to her.
haha.
pity u lah.
nice knowing u too eah.
haha.
Labels: such a pity
sincere enuf?
Monday, February 15, 2010
we cant even talk, & look at each other.
i dont wanna treat u this way.
but i have to put up a strong front.
i cant let you see my thru feelings.
coz that will buzz u away.
i really hope one day you will really2 realise ur mistakes,
come and appologize.
and we cud at least be friends or something.
now we are like enemys.
i dun know what ure thinking n u dunno wad im thinking.
wad i am thinking right now is that.
i dun hate you so much la.
wadever ppl say, doesnt really go thru me.
i wanted to talk to you but i cant.
i dun want to always be the ferst one to talk.
where i wanna put my face sey.
no matter how angry i am.
no matter how bad u treat me.
say sorry and i will be okay.
SINCERELY of course.
althought i listen to wad ppl say
but when i come to think wads right and wads wrong, i teand to listen to waad my heart says.
thats y i cant forgive no matter how far uve gone to.
ppl write their post in the moment of anger.
so i am just like them.
no difference
Labels: iesha, yours sincerely
BFL
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Saw each other just now.
Never say a word.
not even HI!
There's only one thing i cud do.
Indirect phrase i cud give him.
Feelings?
I've buried it deep in the toilet bowl.
No matter how hard it gets.
The urge to talk to him.
the urge to even smile at him.
i will throw it far away.
Because this time, it's not my fault.
It's his fault.
I can 100percent say that this happens because of him.
N darm! he owe me an appology.
Seeing his fc**ing face.
it doesnt seem that he feel guilthy.
i know, and so what?
thru whom, it's none of your concern.
But HELLO.
Your just a BFL
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my script
Friday, February 12, 2010
Fade in
1. INT. MEETING ROOM – DAY
MR ERIC is very particular about his staff. He does not like his workers coming late for work. He can be a humor or fierce boss. Mr Eric has been waiting impatiently wearing a black smart coat, baby blue tie and black pants, in the meeting room with four other colleagues. He keeps looking at the watch. It has been 45 minutes since he waits for the expected person with his worried expression.
2. INT. MEETING ROOM – DAY
HAYDEN comes rushing into the meeting room with drench state. She is wearing a white skirt and a light blue blouse which has some dirt on it. Her hair is messy and her clothes are wet. Her face looks scared.
HAYDEN
I’m so sorry boss. I didn’t mean to come late.
Mr Eric was so angry and frustrated with her. He brought her aside of the meeting room to talk to her personally.
MR ERIC
I thought you are a professional interior designer. You shouldn’t be late. You let me down. How are you going to present something to the client. Oh my god…
Hayden at the same time didn’t hear the boss nagging at her but her mind was flying away to the place where she had been knocked down by an arrogant guy.
Sepia to auto
3. EXT. AT THE DRAIN OF DIRTY WATER – MORNING
Hayden is rushing to work in her best work suit. She knows that she is late for the first time and she knows the boss will scold her. When she is walking, she accidentally knocked a guy. She tries to control her balance but to no avail, she had fall down into the drain that is filthy.
HAYDEN
Eww...Oh my gosh
Hayden thinks that RAIN would help her when she fell down into the drain. But it turns other side. Rain stares at her and scolded her.
RAIN
You don’t ever think I will help you. You are such a clumsy girl. You had dirty my pants, now you want me to help you? Just forget it lady.
Rain walked away arrogantly that makes Hayden frustrated with his attitude. She makes a yucky face.
HAYDEN (V.O)
Huh. What an arrogant and ungentlemanly guy.
4. INT. MEETING ROOM - DAY
Shatter up right
Hayden was shocked when the boss suddenly taps on her shoulder. When she saw the face of the angry boss, she makes a pity face.
MR ERIC
….I doesn’t know what to say to you anymore. Now, you go clean up yourself because another 5 minutes later, I will introduce to you somebody. Now!!
5. INT. TOILET - DAY
Hayden quickly ran to the toilet and makes her hair neat. She makes a fed up face.
HAYDEN (V.O)
Huh, because of that guy, I end up like this. I don’t care, if I meet him again, I’ll take my revenge.
6. INT. MEETING ROOM – DAY
Then she walked off from the toilet and goes back to the meeting room when she heard a familiar voice inside the meeting room talking with her boss.
7. INT. MEETING ROOM – DAY
Hayden walks into the meeting room with her head low down. She saw a black pant that she recognizes and when she looks up, she is surprise to see the same guy that she has meet.
MR ERIC
Hah, Hayden come here. Let me introduce to you to your new partnership. RAIN, this is Hayden. Hayden, this is Rain.
Rain wearing red coat and white tie smiles at Hayden sweetly and gives a hand to her. While Hayden looks at Rain with a sarcastically face.
HAYDEN (V.O)
At last we meet again; I’ll not forget my revenge to you.
MR ERIC (CONT’)
So I hope you two will be a good partner in this big project I had given to you.
RAIN
Ohh, of course Mr Eric. I’ll give you a good work.
After Mr Eric goes out from the meeting room, Rain smiles sarcastically at Hayden and Hayden looks away from Rain.
RAIN
Hmm...So we meet again. You know what, you will not have peace working with me, but I’m sure we will have a good work. Right Hayden?
HAYDEN
(Sarcastically)
Huh? Good work? You too won’t have peace working with me.
CUT TO
8. INT. RESTAURANT – AFTERNOON
Hayden wearing a plain pink shirt, and a three quarter black skirt, with her hair down and some accessories to go with. While Rain wearing a white t-shirt with some design on it and black jeans. They are discussing about the project that Mr Eric have given to them. They order orange juice. When they are discussing, they didn’t notice that some piles of paper are going to drop. When the paper falls to the ground by accident, under the table in the centre of them, both Hayden and Rain quickly bend down to take the paper. Suddenly, Hayden feels that her hand is being touch by Rain. She quickly gets up and make a fuss.
HAYDEN
Hey, why are you touching my hand?
Rain is stunned for a moment. He was awaken by Hayden’s voice and when he sees the reaction of Hayden, he smiles and he takes the paper that is on the floor. Rain makes a smile in excitement. Hayden is curious and frustrated when she sees Rain smiles while looking at her.
RAIN (V.O)
Why do I suddenly feel different? Why is she so pretty today? Gosh! What am I thinking? Am I falling for her. No! It’s impossible. It can’t be!
HAYDEN(CON’T)
Hey are you even listening? Don’t give me that look.
RAIN
Dream on! Who wants to look at you. You don’t even have the looks. You’re not my cup of tea. Who wants you? Haha. Until now, you don’t even have anyone who are really interested in you.
Hearing criticism from Rain, Hayden feel heartbroken and walked away crying. Rain, who feels guilty at the moment of time, chase after her.
9. EXT. CARPARK – AFTERNOON (RAINING)
It is raining heavily when Hayden run outside the restaurant. She is drench in the rain.
HAYDEN
(while crying)
Why does he have to say those hurtful words to me? Why does he have to be so mean?
Suddenly she felt someone touching her shoulder. She turn and see Rain. She is angry upon seeing him. Both of them are under the rain and drench wet.
RAIN
I didn’t mean to hurt you. I’m so sorry Hayden.
HAYDEN
(shout)
I’ve had enough of you. I thought you could be a nice person, but I am wrong. You are always so bad towards me. Are you satisfied now? What else do you want from me?
RAIN
I am really sorry Hayden. Please forgive me. And I really mean it.
Hayden, ignoring what he says, walked away. Rain, sadden by her reaction, suddenly cry and shout.
RAIN (CON’T)
(shout while crying)
Hayden! I think I have fallen for you! Please don’t go!
Hayden, shock by what Rain have just say, stop and turn to look at him. Her face look really shock. Walk towards Rain to slap him.
HAYDEN
Do you even know what you’re saying? Or are you drunk?
RAIN
No. I am not drunk. I know what I’m saying. I really…
Couldn’t even finish his sentence, Hayden slap him and walk away. He is lost for words and couldn’t even move.
CUT TO
10. INT. HAYDEN’S HOUSE - MORNING
Hayden, still wearing her pyjamas, open the door when she hear the door bell. A guy with a bouquet of flower’s is outside her house. She got the flower and read the card that is attach on it. It read “Hayden, I am sorry. You can say what you want. But I really am falling for you. Please. We will meet tonight for dinner. My treat! =)”. Reading that, Hayden wears a smile.
HAYDEN
Why am I smiling? Don’t tell me I am falling for him too. Oh my. This can’t be. But he is kind of sweet to send me flowers. I can’t wait to see him tonight.
11. INT. RESTAURANT – NIGHT
Rain is sitting down waiting impatiently for Hayden while tapping his hands on the table nervously wearing a smile on his face. Rain is wearing a light pink button-down long sleeve shirt and a white pants. Five minutes later, Hayden come smiling at Rain, in her white silky long dress with some accessories on her. Rain, is stunned by her appearance. The background music is so sentimental. Rain quickly get up from his seat, pull a chair for her to sit and giving her a ring. He takes her hand and put it on her finger. She smiles and hug him.
HAYDEN
Thank you. I really appreciate your effort, Rain.
RAIN
I will do anything for you Hayden. As long as you will forgive me. Will you accept me as your one and only?
Hayden, says yes, although she looks stun. They order food and eat while chit chatting. From there, their love story begins.
Black and White
12. INT. MEETING ROOM – DAY
Mr Eric wearing a light green button-down long sleeve shirt and a black pants is sitting down in the meeting room together with Hayden and Rain. Hayden is wearing a white blouse and a light blue skirt while Rain is wearing a maroon button-down long sleeve shirt and a black pants. Mr Eric is looking at Rain, smiling.
MR ERIC
Rain, I have a good news to tell you. I am sending you to Paris for a year to do a very big project.
Rain and Hayden look at each other. They are shock by the news and remain silent.
MR ERIC (CON’T)
I am serious. I see talent in you. You want to think about it? I will give you 1 week to think.
Rain turn to look at Mr Eric and smile.
RAIN
Thank you for giving me this opportunity. I will not think twice but to accept this big project.
Mr Eric smile and look at Hayden.
MR ERIC
Hayden. I need you to assist me here. This will be the end of your partnership with Rain. So I will book the tickets for tonight’s flight. Go home and get ready.
Mr Eric goes out of the meeting room leaving Hayden and Rain.
Hayden look at Rain with her teary eyes.
HAYDEN
Why did you agree so easily? Can you leave me just like that? You are going not for a month but a year.
Rain going towards Hayden to comfort her.
Rain
I am going for a big project. I promise I will always keep in touch with you. I hope you understand. This job is important to me. You are important too.
Hayden hugs Rain.
HAYDEN
Promise you will never forget me and will keep in touch everyday.
Rain look at Hayden and wipe her tears.
RAIN
I Promise. You can keep my word.
White wash to auto
13. INT. SHOPPING CENTRE - NIGHT
Seeing Rain wearing a design black shirt and white jeans hugging a girl namely MICHELLE, who is his client wearing a blue three quarter dress, Hayden walked towards Rain, open her cup lid, and splash the water at Rain.
Michelle looks at Hayden.
MICHELLE
Hey, what’s wrong with you?
Ignoring Michelle, Hayden look at Rain and gives a stare.
HAYDEN
How can you do this to me? I came from far just to see you, but this is what I get in return? You owe me an explanation. Where is your promise?
Rain look at Hayden while wiping his face. Rain face expression looks like he is shock to see Hayden.
RAIN
I am sorry Hayden. This is my new Girlfriend, Michelle. I don’t know why but I don’t love you anymore.
Hayden, upon hearing that, look at Michelle with her teary eyes.
HAYDEN
I wish you good luck Michelle
(in a sarcastic tone)
Hayden take out the ring that Rain has given her and throw it directly on Rain’s face. Then walked away while crying.
Fade Out
Labels: iesha property
the final script finished!
Today is my prac again.
i hope i wont fall.
malu sia.
today i woke up late
yesterday the whole day i was with mary to werk out the script.
n we manage to finish it on time. =)
the script.
Dramatic.
haha.
we plan it out quite well.
hehe=)
i'll post it out
and u rate it. =)
okay =)
hehe..
Labels: iesha, yours sincerely
re-take prac
Thursday, February 11, 2010
i hate you.
random.
tomorrow i will re-take my practical again.
i hope i can do it well.
figure 8 and crank course.
hmm. oh my. =)
i got 1 hour more . then can go home. =)
Labels: iesha, yours sincerely
F*TAS**
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
I DREAMT OF YOU.
i don't wish to.
& THE GOOD THING IS, I CANT REMEMBER A THING OF MY DREAM.
& i hope to erase you in my mind and life.
please help me to do so.
haha.
i don't wanna sleep and dream of u everytime.
that is not my wish.
so i need you to B U Z Z O F F.
and yeah.
i quarrel with a guy.
he is darm irritating and i dont like him.
he thinks he is perfect.
FCUK off.
and he thinks that he knows evrything.
always acting like his a god.
and he thinks he is so so matures.
someone PLEASE WAKE HIM UP.
seeing him makes me wanna PUKE.
H-E-L-P!
FATASS NOWADAYS, FROM BAD TO WORST.
Labels: iesha, yours sincerely
what to do now?
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
i fell again during my practical and i have to re-take.
my e brake, he say its like im doing leisure riding.
and i fell during my figure 8 and crank course.
re-taking again this friday 1.05pm.
and oh my.
im pissed off.
someone says im immatured.
as if he is!
and oh he is also indirectly saying that he is mature, n perfect! [have not lied before in his life]
that is so so so LYING.
i am so angry.
i try to calm myself down now.
relax!
i will see him on saturday.
that makes me more stress.
can you dont come to work?
seeing ur face just makes me more miserable.
Labels: iesha, yours sincerely
Psyco
Sunday, February 7, 2010
I am tired.
today work from 9.30am-5.30pm.
Sleepy.
Tomorrow night will have to go for my prac 3.
sch.
Lifeskills.
boring.
n i dun wanna meet a psyco.
irritating sia.
want to act that he is good.
he talks abt himself actuall.
pretend, lying, sensitive, emotional.
thats all you SHIT!
buzz off!
immatured chap!
Labels: iesha, yours sincerely
script
Friday, February 5, 2010
i haven't do finish my script.
die!
how? =(
Labels: iesha, yours sincerely
missing hym
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
I miss NurHafiyan.
Oh my.
How random this is.
If he was here, he wud always be by my side.
Now, how sad it is wen i'm sick, his not here with me.
i feel so lonely.
yeah.
woah i so emo sia.
I LOVE YOU so0 darm much.
i wish for you to know that fact very well.
Don't u feel the same?
Missed, Love?
If only i can noe how u feel and wad your thinking now.
it wud be much easier for me. =)
my leg.
i got 1 week excuse from wearing shoes.
the way i walk, u can rate it the same as old lady.
hahaha.
getting worst.
but im on my own.
hv to tke care of myself well.
=)
so yeah.
Labels: iesha, yours sincerely
practical 2 AGAIN!
Monday, February 1, 2010
practical 2.
getting better with slope.
worst wen going through the plank course.
i fell and hit my feet hard.
Its swollen until i cant walk.
if by tomorrow i still can't walk, i will take mc.
hurt alot sey.
i cant give up halfway.
if not my money will be wasted. =(
I passed!
haha.
The instructor know me.
he have seen me fall loadsa times.
thats y he is so linien i think. =)
ard 10 instructor know me already sey.
shy sia.
they know me as the gerl who falls alot, talks alot and is very hard headed .
hahaha.
just now one of the chinese instructor ask whether my hands are okay.
i told him that hands, okay! but now got new injury.
and i pointed my swollen feet.
hahaha.
he laugh and go.
hahaha
haiyah.
just now when i'm in pain, still, i want to continue.
i never put any ointment sia.
i dun wanna waste time.
i've got moral support from my fren, nur atikah!
haha.
she always pray for me.
n she told the instructor to pass me.
thanks to her alot lot. =)
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